Monday, September 29, 2008
what a difference a year makes?
I'm a year older now. I don't feel older. Is that weird? I do however, soon have to face the fact that I have to become a real adult. Jobs and stuff. It is weird. Old things come up that I wasn't expecting. Not that these things are bad. I have realized that sometimes growing apart is the best thing that can happen. It can either make both lives easier, or it can make coming back together all the better. I'm not sad that there are people I no longer speak to. Things always go the way that they are suppose to. There is sadness for some though. Sometimes things get so mixed up and out of control that they can't be repaired easily. Just a few random thoughts. That's all... no major philosophical shit...
Sunday, September 14, 2008
hurricanes and the such
Wow! So I think it is funny that my mom didn't want me to move to nola because of the hurricanes. Let's keep track Arkansas-2 NOLA -0 so far. It is a bitch outside and for some reason I can't sleep.
I just read Shuan's blog (miss ya boo boo) and it makes me think. It makes me think how few people would actually miss me if I move. Now, wait! Before you think this is going to be depressing just give me a second. I actually consider this a good thing. There were times in my life that I had so many "friends" I didn't know what to do with them. Now it isn't so much. I feel oddly unattached. This is alright with me. It allows me the freedom to move and do things that I want to do. So while it may feel lonely, I really don't mind.
School is alright. I hate statistics. The only reason I am taking it is because the school wants more money. I can teach that class better than my teacher can, he's.... umm... not so smart. Internship is not what I expected. I am in one of the most respected organizations in the state of Arkansas. I feel so fruitless in my job however. Not to mention that a certain person there and I don't seem to mesh too well. I am getting to go to a swanky dinner at the Peabody, and all I have to do is registration. Then let the good times roll. I'm excited.
I'm just ready for it to be May 15, 2009. That's right people. I will be "hooded". Like I'm in a secret society of do-gooders or something. Then, who knows, I may be moving to a town near yours! Nighty Night
I just read Shuan's blog (miss ya boo boo) and it makes me think. It makes me think how few people would actually miss me if I move. Now, wait! Before you think this is going to be depressing just give me a second. I actually consider this a good thing. There were times in my life that I had so many "friends" I didn't know what to do with them. Now it isn't so much. I feel oddly unattached. This is alright with me. It allows me the freedom to move and do things that I want to do. So while it may feel lonely, I really don't mind.
School is alright. I hate statistics. The only reason I am taking it is because the school wants more money. I can teach that class better than my teacher can, he's.... umm... not so smart. Internship is not what I expected. I am in one of the most respected organizations in the state of Arkansas. I feel so fruitless in my job however. Not to mention that a certain person there and I don't seem to mesh too well. I am getting to go to a swanky dinner at the Peabody, and all I have to do is registration. Then let the good times roll. I'm excited.
I'm just ready for it to be May 15, 2009. That's right people. I will be "hooded". Like I'm in a secret society of do-gooders or something. Then, who knows, I may be moving to a town near yours! Nighty Night
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